Tuesday, August 03, 2004

right imperfect one...

this is the catchy line i read from an email forwarded by a friend. it has been on my inbox for almost a year now but i remembered that line really well.

For me i think it is really a sensible thing to consider. I just wonder if there is really a thing that exist. sometimes i want to believe that it is possible. But today as i was walking and talking with my mum.. i came to a conclusion that no one is really worth considering as of this point. Lots of aspects to look at, a very uncertain future lies ahead of me. I am not looking down on other people but the other way around. i find it really difficult to understand another individual. Consider your parents or your siblings.. you lived with them for decades but still you just sigh when u have something you dont agree at. What more if you are gonna make a new individual a part of your life anew. isnt that difficult? please somebody explain to me..

back in the days where i was in school, i used to think i cannot think about relationships coz i am really oriented on excelling in learning new things. i really love to learn new things, new culture, and see good things in it. but then now i am out of school.. a new complication devours. I did not see the pure heart and sincerity I used to see in people. I have a lot of question and things on my mind when i see a person. And it disappoints me that people are not as good as i thought they are. :( sad isnt it. Can i just go back to the days where not so practical things should be considered and see the innate goodness of one. Then we can say we can get along with it or get used to it.

I guess i am still confused with the main idea of it. but im not closing the idea.. continuing to learn the way to it or maybe figuring how it works. Really hopeful.

wish everybody love and a great night. blowing my wishes in the wind...

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