Tuesday, February 22, 2005

GAAAAHHHHHHH

I am extraordinary IRRITATED today!

Must have been my all opposite day.

I must have got 10 mistakes uh oh moments at work and i am just lucky my boss is not the shouting type.. at least not to me.

Then on my being lazy or carelessness.. i got another shot a big stupid careless act again. Shooting against me.. Believe me.. for every mistake I discovered I tried not to feel bad and just get back and do it right next time. So many mistakes it gets to me already.. got me feeling so down. ARghhh....

I'm goin on a trip yet Im not excited coz im not happy with my performance for today. i udnno if im just mad with my sister... how she manages things.. like she is the only person.. how she talks. it just gets to my nerve.

I am not the all happy , patient kind of person today. I chose not to talk anymore or i would blurt out silly answers that i will really regret. :(
I hope that i get things right next time.. im so careless and unfocused.. whats wrong .. :(

hoping for a bright sunny day .

Monday, February 21, 2005

Lazy Day!!!

i just got up from the wrong side of bed.. just as irritable as I can be. Not the best self I want to be but I cannot be jolly jolly and be smiley this day. I might as well go indifferent for the safe sense. or it might just ruin my whole day.

As little as a joke can get me so irritated, a voice just a little louder gets me so annoyed, a question repeated twice got me so impatient. A phone call that just came in too early got me so impatient that i need to get to my place.Oh what just happened to me..

Maybe its because I got tired from my gym workout.. its just so simple yet i get so worked up and in a bad mood since early last night. I ran the treadmill for 25mins, do 2 set of 15reps abs workout, 2 sets of 15 reps chest routine, 2 sets of 15 reps rowing. then cooling down of 5 mins bike type running machine.

arghhh i m worried how would i get access on wednesday for these pending projects. as early as 7 am I am worried about that already.

I do not want to do anything at work today even after reading rod nep's article of being kind and good is entirely different .. be it work or in a home environment. He is honest and it is a good article for one should always be aware that we should be striving to be a good person everyday. Not just for a season or just an evaluation period but we should be our own critic whether we are good enough for our own judgement. If you were to put your self in an evaluator's shoes.

I have that as a guiding principle in my everyday. To continue to correct yesterday's mistake.

Also for the movie 2046.. exactly my belief.. in love it is the right time.. not just the right person.. isn't it logical ;)

take care and have a great week ahead .

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Luva what??? .. EEEEWWWW Ickkk...

It's Feb 13, and its a luvapalooza 2 event tonight here in MNL. and all i can say is Ewwww.. and ickkkk...

It does not even look sweet or inspiring. It is disgusting.. seeing a swarm of people in sweat and smooching their way till a 10 min or 20 seconder kiss.. At first I thought it would be sweet to see a million loving couple have a goody goody, pure love kiss.. But it turned out to be the opposite. Makes the audience be ashamed to look at the event.. but just mind your own business. A major public displaying their affection. Some even look like they're gonna eat their partner with the way they kiss.. makes me think that you wanna tell them not in front of the cam or.. better yet GET A ROOM!

I was expecting sweet , kisses, smacks, and just true but good pecks. To retain to have respect for them. I am not bitter or not coz I;m not there. aaaraghhh.. who ever invented this event is insane and yet innovative. hahaha..

Happy Hearts day PHILI

Saturday, February 05, 2005

news! flash

geri is engaged.

a baby girl is home- adorable.
im so tired.

got the best dvd week... i have these films
1. untold scandal - bae yung jun
2. bunjee jumping on their own - LBH
3. everybody has a secret - LBH ,CJW
4. my sassy girl
5. little bride- kim rae won
6. 20, 30 40 - taiwan

hayyy im so saya! got me so excited seeing these films altogether
isn't it great! im so so happy got me sweating hahah..

also last week i had a very nice conversation with a kr .. he's so smart.. and good to talk to .

overall its been a good week to me.. wanna get more sleep !!!

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

lalala

just wondering..thoughtless as of the moment. too tired i guess to think of words to elaborate. it's been a busy day and i am exhuasted too. just okay with life i guess..

:) God speed