screw up

word for the day!!!! bitch and screw up. such negative words right?

nahh.i cant help it, but the things just don't conspire with my way this morning actually.

It started in the morning. Seems like the clock is ticking even faster on the first hour and i can't just conclude which thing to do first. Then after that I did not even get to accompany my mom to process some documents. Feeling guilty of leaving her out on her own. Yes i know she is capable but I want to be there . Thank God, there is a kind soul that is coincidentally just helpful to assist her. I am just to oh so thankful for that. Bless you.

Then the screw up on the kamto! beef waht the heck mami. I feel sorry and at the same time pissed. I am to blame for a part coz i changed the term beef into a chinese unrecognizable term. that was sometimes mistaken as kamto or wonton. I feel sorry for M for being scolded and looked down with the grouches on the resto.

Things went fine in the afternoon. After a feeling of useless person till the mid day. I started to pick up and see that my ticket hasnt been confirmed with the bank and stuff. but i got a reply on my booking inquiry.

Seems that these days " I am sorry, Hello Garci" are the words of the season. Its chaotic, the political situation, the ousting attempt, the request for a resignation, a call for exile, a sacrifice.. ahh its just too much for a naive person to handle what is the true and sincere or lies lies and lies. the nation just got shaky day after day. Not getting anywhere up but just going down.

Today, our 501 neighbors were moving out.. like everything gone. from carpet, cabinets, stocks, couches, nothing left. That leaves us as the remaining veteran on the floor. ;) cool huh.

last week was very sad for my sis-in-law. they lost a mom they loved dearly. friends , family, relatives are pouring with their love for the person that went away abruptly. Well it was a fully lived life and well loved life. Just hope people dont get regrets and just love as sincerely and purely .

we need love in the family, in the country , and in the world. really need Love .

I dont want to get negative about today. but i am just plainly thankful and hopeful for the day. more love and hopes to keep the fire burning.