irritated.

been a bit short tempered. i dunno why. seems like a zombie this morning. but needs the adrenalin come afternoon. quite good. but the brat is really annoying, infuriating.
another thing that makes me so so so irritated is the evil girl lurking around the place. she is really wicked.well well in the eyes of the majority, we are wicked. But the things we do were never appreciated but instead being criticized. And the flaws and some imperfections were highlighted.
Can't blame them for being too emotional, irrational and superficial. That is what we get by giving.They thought we ought to give and just be stepped on. It feels unfair sometimes.
But i just keep on praying that i learn to forgive these hard to do things. I hope i have the heartto just tell my heart, you do your thing i'll do mine. i will do it right and if you still don't seeit. Then I don;t have any way to do but to pray for your soul to be a righteous and fair one.
After all we are all humans, not just you. Please give the others some credit to make mistakes.
i have to admit sometimes it is never easy for me to forgive, give and let it go.i am still trying to make it work for me. At least it works on some cases for me.
i pray to get it all the way and feel peaceful.

been interested into things like environmental science, jap culture, child behaviour,travels, and stuffs.

someone has been clickin on me at teletext and its tempting yet scary to give it a go. but what the heck.. try to look for a friend in that person :)