is it really better out there?

I got a glimpse of a newsletter that should be an awakening, its purpose is to uplift the culture and race that I am born with. But after reading it, it just spells out a different tune. Saying it is no use living in this land, it is always better on other countries. What hope does that kind of newsletter gives us for those trying hard to love the country we are born on and is destined to make solid foundation here. I think with the several expats stories , it just encourages people to uproot their families here , coz of the disadvantages in security, time, and all the bad things.

I am not so convinced myself whether i am loving this place just as it is . Then I read across these kinds of articles , making me want to flee right away. Now I am in doubt again on my priorities and paths to take along the way.

I just see no future on living peacefully, now that the place is stricken with all kinds of evil deeds in the society. I was praying really hard last night as I was evaluating how I felt on the reading I saw. Made me into tears that I wanted to have an answer to my uncertain feelings that time. BUt I leave it to my faith and ask for signs that I may be able to get through this phase. And see through the light in these troubled times.