Lifted

I realized i have been really sad, depressed an negative since February.

I recalled I was also feeling this way last October but the sight of the tower got me working again. It shows me some hope and light that the Philippines is still a good country to live in. This thought dreads me. I don't want to go somewhere else but the sight is forcing me to move out. I can't stand the situation and sometimes i go from hopeful to hopeless and negative.

The business sector is hardly surviving. Like its a man eat man scenario. The politics is even worse, like they are uneducated folks grabbing power from anyone who they dislike. The jobless rate is high. The pay is actually okay for educated , dedicated and industrious yuppies. But alot of the people are lazy and dreamy and they either aim for stardom or seeking future abroad. Isn't there any middleground for the common people?

Last night after doing a lot of readings. I became hopeful. I had a lot of hopes. I realized that one should have continuous learning on language and polish one's skill and he can never go astray. I slept really late with all these positive thoughts, gratitude and my plans to where I want to go. I plan to polish my skills and continue learning to strive for a better living.

Yes we all have our worries, but sometimes a little breather can get you the boost you just needed to get going. I often have this thought of quitting in the middle, but life ain't stopping. We make what we are for our lives. With faith and dedication , things would not turn out that bad. We just have to be determined to acheive a goal and keep on going to do more good.

work on work on. This morning i got up early. I went to shower at 8 am and started my day early for a clearing day. I want to start at home and eventually spread the attitude. Clutter really does complicates life.