My mind was clouded yesterday. with angst, pity, and almost quitting as my attitude for the whole time being. I am seriously considering changing environment, careers, and get a jump start on my life. To really pursue my dream. Stop caring, just think of myself .
I am jsut stopping myself from saying stupid words.
When you just cared too much that you want to make an unwilling person to correct their mistakes. It just bounced right back at you. It hurts really really deep.
I shouldn't have let myself trust and care too much. Being indifferent can get you further wihtout hurting yourself.
it would take months for me to heal a heart ache. how would i ever recover from this.
No comments:
Post a Comment