ihave an overview what my day would be. it feels so suffocating i cant breathe well right now. and my emotions is pent up all inside me. i wantedto cry , i wanted to get out of the house and shout and just release this pressure in me. but i can't . i m grounded to this hole. i am trying really erally hard to understand and acceptthis thing happening. but right now i cant do it.
i am wishing for a simple birthday. but instead it just got nothing. but an unblown cake on a candle. isnt it pathetic and really really frustrating.
last year i was really really happy but now.. i am bluer than blue.. it feels so bad.
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