isn't it a wonder

Lee Dong Wook is in the Philippines.I am trying to catch a glimpse of his non-movie being. But no luck on primetime news, evening news, weekend news. My last guess was to catch him on the buzz.
I had a blast last 2 weeks, I hadn;t had the chance to write out my thoughts since the PC is undergoing major wreck. Now it is back to normal. Thank goodness.
7/8/06A lot of firsts for me. It was quite exciting and some unforgettable moments. I had my first ride using the LRT2. I am impressed. It's like the train in HK and Sg. If only the Phils had a safer way,lesser poverty.. I would have love it here and not think of getting out of the country and exploring a lot of things. (couldn't it be because of me too?)
I had a legal night out with friends. We had an alcohol free night. We stayed up literally all night. Sang all night while trying to keep awake.
Singing "leaving on a jetplane" while sobbing because someone is about to leave the country again and have indefinite date of return.
While on my way home, I was happy to have a 25year old night out good clean fun. I feel normal again. Yet I feel so sad with making friends. When you learn to love them and find comfort in their company, the next thing is goodbye. It makes me think, why would i waste emotional and time investment when it all boils down to being left somewhere over and over again.
But what is the essence of relationship and friendships when you dont invest emotionally and trust. The key is to keep in touch and be open and share the person you are to them. In that note, distance won't be any hindrance to your friendship.
I had a lot of mistakes done at the office. Sometimes i want to quit but I want to tell my self I have to get up and fight . correct those mistakes. if i plan to leave, leave gracefully not drowned with shame of your mistakes.
Its a good thing we are renovating the office. May mark as a new beginning for all of us. New plans and lots of changes to follow on the way.
looking forward, but i know i am a bit afraid. Life is too big to spend it all on fear and regrets. I will make the best of it. aja aja.!
Whenever i look at friendster. It makes me anxious, jealous and sometimes left behind. Like everybody is out there and im hiding here. but i want to reassure myself i made these choices because I have reasons for it.